31 jan. 2020


        Fucking Confusions

   there are as many paths as there are ugly people,
   but there is no single path on which they are all
          intuitively in joint procession,
   and there is no single way as to gather them all,
   these salmon in migration,
   to stop them down-stream in some fish-ponds
   as to collect them, make them into the one and
            the many, as if into a shoal,
            into some singular union of essence.

yes, there are as many paths as there are fish in the water, and no fisher with his fisher's net may catch them all as one, as to collect them, distribute them, sell them, and from them make a wealthy and fabulous living.

for the shoal of “truths” disperse down there
at the burning touch of man's predatory eye
leering like a sun or like an anus
when you would least expect or desire one.

      we can not collectively define absolute ugliness
      intent on reaching a consensus of opinion on the 
      matter, for as with the moment we try to do so,
      an even uglier ugliness will have appeared.

      the claim of intrinsicality
      as an absolute underpinning
      to some universal and epistemologically
      undeniable morality
              is false.

we have scaffolds to lean against, but only scaffolds,
and the erection of the statue within these scaffolds
is wholly the work of the doing of our own.

notwithstanding, we have packaged “truths”,
but no such can to a whole feed fill the voids of the individual, for she is hungrier than that. and total ideology is by the way only the judenstern of the one losing at life. 

can you trust your guiding-dog, the one you follow ironically (man behind beast!), all you willfully blind reveries floating like specters of aether?

you fake and wobbly ectoplasma
in the guise and flesh of humans!!!

   you assure yourselves there is only one way
      to legitimately think about life,
      and you live your sorry lives accordingly.

you, in the respect of a human being, a spiritual being, gravitate uncontrollably towards a state of religious and authentic differentiation, while at the same time aspiring by the pressure of family and society to an unfragmentable human-social quantum unity.

         a pathetic utopia failing pathetically. 

it seems that ontological realities precede human tendencies for epistemology which we follow and out of which we develop projects and nurture aspirations in order to understand the very ontological conditions wherein we find ourselvesin facticity and in spirit.

or, you can say that the methods by which you inquire about reality and your place in it, are not necessarily conform with the philosophical substrate of existence itself.

in other words, the things we talk ourselves into regarding existence (especially with regards to its metaphysics) is by no means undoubtedly true. it is not a given that they correspond to the actual reality of events and affairs. this is our collective archetypal pathology: our path of least resistance into the future
       as potential agents of God failing.

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