31 jan. 2020


that is all it came to amount to:
a history of failure and destitution;
tirades of empty moralism, 
exhibitions in shallowness,  
 contests in vice and vanity; 
glorifications of hedonistic inhibition…
coyness, resolve, constraint, mystery:
   all abandoned!here is no strife,
        here is no sacrifice!

      “just we fuck, drink, and dance enough!”

in the end times, only the surface nuisances
of a planet burning at its core seemed interesting 
nothing was real in those last days.

  fuck the hedonistic rapture you ushered in!

       for i am part of it
       and this part of me i hate…
   how am i to put on some pedestal
   this toilet-paper literature,
   and how i am i to hear these broken poetics
   of mute and wing-torn nightingales,
   how they twitter their false 
   and weak spring-song
   muttered and stuttered deep from the syrinx
   of their debased subterfuge?

We must know,
that the Devil is a gas
   seeping through
   the tiniest of cracks.

And we must know
   that His breath
   is a foul perfume of existence,
   infernal smog of supremacy.