28 juni 2020

...a heat 3423 2323 335 302 times hotter than any volcanic magma of this whole galaxy and all its neighbors... burning even the diamond-centre of the cosm to nothing but a black dust. 
i cant be bothered anymore,
bye bye to this.
its "done".
this feels like an enormous turd;
good riddance.



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3 juni 2020

My spirit and the whole of my personality experiences what can perhaps only be described as an allergic reaction when I come in contact with the preposterous absurdities of this “social justice” deluge. I feel it deep a sort of irritation, and it becomes fast more than a nuisance, because it becomes clear to me that I indeed swim in the same waters as these ugly fish, and that I have to fend for myself in the moral landscape they have created around both me and themselves: they see happiness! But all I can see is the miserable weakness and the thick darkness that undeserved happiness always feed off of, tap into.