finally friday. shitty work week and then pump some lameass friday poetry to forget about it all !!!!!

 THE DOUBTING MAN

no one in his right senses
would entrust the universe his luck in life
but so i have done, and to a greatest peril !

but nowadays, i must refuse
a life duped under silk palms of masters
shall i want to be honest !

    only   G O D   is real !

    now, my dream
    is to hover
    like a beautiful melody without end
    over the monotonous blast-beats
    of eternity

nowadays, i have come to insight,
that i do not expect much from this world... -
it is a vile, dark place !

i expect instead to have to work hard to discover what i seek in it,
for it is hidden, buried, lost and forgotten amongst men

        but i !  –
        i want to become a dangerous human !

and i have learned
that no human being is more dangerous
than he who has endured great suffering
for the cause of his faith or beliefs or ideals...

      but also, that none is weaker
      than he who never sacrificed anything for anything else !

     so much more complex
     is a man doubting

     so much more naive,
     a man certain