"THERESE & ALL THE BLOOD"
Therese!
Receive the beatified vision! Scourge yourself in the vein of the Martyr with
all the strength and speed of which you are capable…
Smile
through gnashing teeth, your closed mouth like a gate opening: the vicious sound
of vipers shall hiss therefrom once it ever stands open!
And
utter your profane and filthy blasphemies and your loving benedictions in joint
compassion toward this crucifix above and afront…and weep and pray and howl
through the heavy tears which bedews now the throbbing lashes of your eyes!
A
Catholic virgin's nuptial innocence and all her spiritual stupefactions were
laid bare to nightly troops of stygian vampires – but in shelter she was under
Christ. And none could touch her but the Christian one.
The
maddening euphoria of this fleshly concupiscence was laid to calm by the great
and solidaire hand of heavenly providence! Holy fingers, holy tongues.
A
black and moist cloud of apparition, a green and pungent foam takes form,
appearing in shape: The Holy Spirit penetrated the veins of Virgin Therese –
and not with fang but member!
Six-winged
angel descendant before the Cross! Sullen voice, mighty frame, hands of love – Heaven’s
most luminescent nimbus! Exaltations before the altar of Christ, Hallelujah,
Amen, Hallelujah! God’s Phallus erect!
In
phrensy and with maniacal glossolalia, the religious hysteria, you recite
Galatians 6:17! “From henceforth let no man trouble me: for I bear in my body
the marks of the Lord Jesus."
As
drops of holy love stained the modest wimple and pearled down the marble skin
like stearin off the candles’ edge, swarming behind them came the old, blind
and lame seraphim in stupor out of grottos and taverns bragging of honor,
strength and ancestry but showing absolutely nothing thereof…
Nevertheless,
only the Christ could utter your name in melody.
You
learned from Teresa of Avila, your beautiful namesake of which you are a modern
and second incarnation, the secrets of the innermost mysteries.
And you said:
“Praise
the Lord! Praise the Lord. Praise your bleeding flesh which is affixed to the Cross,
suffering terribly. I am your Holy Wounds, your openings. Bleed through them.”
Blind
of sight and ecstatic in the presence of the Lord, your tunic and garment
soaked with sacred blood, the skin rupturing with wounds of Holy stigmata… and
Aramaic apotropaic rhymes were sung and they echoed through the sparkling ambience
of ember-flames and night-winds.
A
sharp sword is driven through the heart of every Martyr – and you are each Holy
Wound! Blood upon the hands of the innocent splatter, and sacred bolts and
nails driven into these blind and useless eyes which are faded!
How
can you but redeem if not by these fleshly sores with Divine likeness to
Christ's, these wounds with null
apparent reason but with God in the Heavens?
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