22 mars 2015

thought vomit, 15:31, sunday

the world is filled with such ugliness and beauty,
contrasting, that the mere thought of it all is nauseating, really.
i feel so much hatred, i feel so much love.
how could one live without hatred?.
how can you maintain spiritual, personal integrity
in this morass of a world without hatred,
contempt as a continuous parameter to relate to?
i don't understand it at all.

how the fuck can you be or become whole
without hatred and love as two equally bearing baulks
in this basilica of everything we call the personal life experience?

i dont understand, in the slightest,
these lobbyists and these social justice warriors
demanding a complete state of love as a replacement
and improvement, even, over love and hate, combined,
in wholeness and compensatory counterbalance.

i ask you, how can one remain whole without hate?
you bitch and bitch on about how hate
is eroding and destructive to oneself,
that it brings along nothing but negativity and dejection, and pain
and that it demands so much energy and yada yada

... but i ask you:

have you ever been in love? have you ever loved?

...talk about negativity and destruction.

love will surely set you free, but if you do not hate,
you will never have the slightest idea as to what
you have been freed from.

but i dont care, go on and live your little lie
that unconditional love
and nothing but unconditional love - and tolerance -
will save everything good from everything bad.
i will hate you for it, this i know -
because i do not really tolerate it.


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