that is all it came to amount to:
a history of failure and destitution;
tirades of empty moralism,
exhibitions in
shallowness,
contests in vice and
vanity;
glorifications of hedonistic inhibition…
coyness, resolve, constraint, mystery:
all abandoned!―here
is no strife,
here is
no sacrifice!
“just we
fuck, drink, and dance enough!”
in the end times, only the surface
nuisances
of a planet burning at its core seemed
interesting―
nothing was real in those last days.
fuck the
hedonistic rapture you ushered in!
for i am
part of it
and this
part of me i hate…