28 juni 2020

...a heat 3423 2323 335 302 times hotter than any volcanic magma of this whole galaxy and all its neighbors... burning even the diamond-centre of the cosm to nothing but a black dust. 
i cant be bothered anymore,
bye bye to this.
its "done".
this feels like an enormous turd;
good riddance.



https://drive.google.com/file/d/1J20rgr7CNL1enGwqXXHCJceC4LnBzGna/view?usp=sharing

3 juni 2020

My spirit and the whole of my personality experiences what can perhaps only be described as an allergic reaction when I come in contact with the preposterous absurdities of this “social justice” deluge. I feel it deep a sort of irritation, and it becomes fast more than a nuisance, because it becomes clear to me that I indeed swim in the same waters as these ugly fish, and that I have to fend for myself in the moral landscape they have created around both me and themselves: they see happiness! But all I can see is the miserable weakness and the thick darkness that undeserved happiness always feed off of, tap into.

29 maj 2020

3239 323 11 222 times hotter than volcanic magma

LORD PLEASE ANSWER


Eight Questions
   to the Third King of Uruk

Did the Gods ever offer their beautiful wisdom to the insects of the earth, or did the human being decide to just plunder and pillage it with all the bruteness of her animal? 

And did Shamhat ever offer her beautiful body in lust, or did Enkidu decide to ravage it forcibly with all the power of his animal?

Did You, Gilgamesh ever visit the cedar forest or did Humbaba only exist as a figment of phantasmagoria nurtured in the composture of your fears, blooming then by force only of your own lively fantasy?

Did You, Gilgamesh ever visit the palace of Anu or did your weakness actually put an end to it all before you even reached the gates of it?

Did you then lie and deceive out of weakness and embarrassment, or can I trust your heart was pure?

Did your works, your words and your deeds transform you into a hero-king as fundamental as the highest Gods in the very mythology which had you solidified in immortality?

Can I continue to bow at your feet in adoration without making myself a fool?

And is it possible to follow in your steps?